They only remember the bad things you see. I was born poor with little to offer to the world many pitted me others ignored me as if I didn't exist. My parents abandon me at a young age so throughout my life I was forced to lie steal and cheat just to make ends meet.
All of the treasures in the world couldn't fill the hole in my heart. I was missing something..something very important-love. I needed someone of my very own to love and nurture in the way that I wasn't. So on the day that I found a woman weeping in the castle I thought that was my only chance. Maybe if I could do something for her she would provide me with a child to fill the void.
After helping her two times essentially saving her life she required assistance a third time, But she had nothing to offer me after giving up her ring and necklace. That is when I offered a deal if she promised me her first born child I would help her a third time,this time she would marry the king. She agreed! So I helped her a third time doing the task the king required.
Once she was married and bore a child I came to collect her debt. She refused..after I did everything in my power she refused to give me the only thing that would make me happy and my life complete. I was not prepared to let that beautiful baby go without a fight so I told the new found queen that we would play a game and If she could guess my name she could keep her child if after three days she did not know the baby was mine to love forever.
Each day I came back and she had not yet found out my name. On the third day I had returned she went through a couple of names until to my surprise she calls out "rumplestilskin!" With a wide smile. I was so angry I stumped and jumped until my foot was stuck in the ground. This was not fair! I've waited my entire life for a baby to have and hold and in that instant she ripped away all of my hopes and dreams.
I lost my leg after that little fit I had and grew bitter in my years. You see everyone deserves the kind of special love you can't find anywhere else even me. I still hope that I find that love someday but until then I will plot my revenge on the queen for destroying everything I've ever hoped for. I am not a bad person like people have made me out to be I am lonely and loveless that's enough to drive anyone completely mad. So before you judge me imagine your life without love and think what you would have done.
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